My Story

Part 5

Assalamualaikum

Hay everything, sorry for this time I'm late to post my daily story. Usually I post every week on Wednesday. I should have posted this on Wednesday the 27th but a lot of busyness made me forget to post. Hopefully you will forgive me. Hehehehe . . . .

In this case, I will tell you about my busy time over the last few days. The organization held an event which was an annual gathering of citizens and the event was held from 23 to 25 December. This event is about last year's management accountability report. In this event there are three people who served as chairman of the trial. This event is also an the organization's annual event. In addition to the accountability report, the discussion was also discussed about the replacement of management last year with the new management. It was an event at my origin organization.

You also have to know, on the 23th it is MTV that is music without vanggung this is an annual event created by the organization that I follow on campus. At first I was very confused how to choose between these two events. Because I'm one of the organizers in my organization and I'm also a performer at my college organization. But there is no choice for me, both are very importantFinally I took the decision to ask permission on the 23rd to go to MTV because I felt there was nothing wrong, because the event of my origin till date of  25 that is three days.

I just wanted to go on holiday with my friends, because five days is a holiday given my college to commemorate christmas. But what is my power I realize this is the consequence of everything. I must be prepared to sacrifice a lot of time to follow all the decisions I've taken. I need to be committed to the decisions I take. At first I got scolded by my friends, but I tried to explain to them, until finally they understand this all.

I guess that's all I can tell for this week, I'm deliberately shortening this story because I think it's too long if I tell it chronologically, so I decided to tell the story in general. Hopefully you can understand, hehehehe . . . . . .

Have a nice day 👌👍

My Story

 Part 4

Thank you very much for being faithful to read my day story. Hopefully you do not get tired of reading my story, hehehehe
This time I will recount some of the events I have experienced in the last three days.
Starting from 15 December 2017 to 17 December 2017.

Dear diary,

As always, I'll tell you what happened to me that was a bit memorable this week. This week me and my friends have made an appointment to do the drama assigned by miss kartina. In this task, we were told to make a drama of fairy tales, myths or the like. At first we had a little confusion to determine the group, because our group consisted of only women. While in a story must have at least one man to be his father or prince. Until finally we chose one of our male friends whom we felt deserved to be a prince in the story we chose.

Here I play the role of a witch, hehehe. Somehow I want to be told to be a witch. On Friday we immediately made a script for the drama we will make. Actually I think a bit difficult if the drama uses English, in my opinion more appreciate the role if using the Indonesian language. But unfortunately this drama is the task of English, it means to use English. Whether want it or not, like it or not, we should be able to finish this drama as well as possible. After we finished making the drama script. The next day, we immediately surveyed the locations we wanted to use. That is a river, a rice field and a hut. We also do a little practice for tomorrow when our drama looks more natural.

The awaited day has arrived, as we have previously agreed, we have agreed to complete this week's drama. Today we will make drama, we start from morning because fear of rain and so on. We got late because we have to wait for the camera we will use. Actually I'm in charge of the camera. But this delay is not my fault but of the camera tenants who initially promised at 08.00 am but delayed until at 09.00 am, luckily I was not scolded by my friends who have been waiting. When I got there, we immediately started drama making. It starts from the paddy field then the river and ends up in a hut.

Finally the drama is finished, exactly finished at 04.00 pm. Not long after we finished the drama making process, suddenly it rained very hard, until 08.00 pm. We are very grateful because God has dropped rain right on time after we finish the task. We really feel if God really bless our drama making today. Hopefully we can get the value that we expect.

That was the story of my day this week, I'm very grateful to you faithful to read my story.

Have a nice day👍😉

My Story

Part 3

      This time I will tell you an unforgettable experience this week. The first is on Wednesday, 6 December 2017. Something different today, today I can’t go to college as usual because I’m sick. I’m so sorry about this, why should I be sick today? I don’t know why the disease recurred. The thing that I regret is that the full day course schedule and means missed some of the course material this time. for the umpteenth time I was sick. Actually I'm the kind of person who rarely gets sick, but after I'm away from my parents, I often forget to eat, late meal, eat carelessly and lack some rest there are some things that make me sick.
      Actually last semester I've been sick but it didn’t make me deterrent. I still often late meal, eat carelessly even forget to eat. By the way, I have not told you what my illness is. But, you promise not to tell my parents, hehehehehe. . . . . I suffer from a disease commonly experienced by college students in general, namely diarrhea. The first time I had the disease in semester 2. I didn’t want to tell my parents because I didn’t want them to be worried. Besides worrying, I would also be scolded by them. Especially my mother, she is a very sensitive person in terms of disease. That is why my family is always healthy, because mother is very clean in terms of food. That's why I'm so scared to tell mom about this.
      Next, on Saturday and Sunday, 9 and 10 December 2017. Today is the schedule to attend the congress of IPMKRY organization that is Ikatan Pelajar Mahasiswa Kepulauan Riau Yogyakarta. This Congress starts on Saturday morning until Sunday night. At this congress is to discuss about the progress that has been done by the board in this period. This congress lasted two days and one night. For those of you who have never been an organization it may be a bit weird to hear this. At first I was very surprised by the Congress for so long. But after a few times I attended this organizational congress, I understood a bit more about the organization and I got more experience. From here I learned about social experiences, etc.
      This organization has had a lot of positive impact on me. Maybe you guys who are not familiar with the organization will feel bored and do not understand. But over time you can certainly take a lot of benefits. You have an out-of-campus association, you can also learn to speak out in public, you will also indirectly learn to share time between lectures and organizations. Actually this organization does not need more experience, just with intention and high commitment. In my opinion, the most difficult is commitment. Building commitment is easy, but keeping it is difficult. It takes tremendous zeal in order to maintain a commitment. Moreover, the commitment in the organization, sometimes we get bored and start to give up when seeing our friends one by one began not to show his face, there we must be able to survive with commitment.

Interpretation of a song

Title             : The Heart Wants What It Wants

Singer          : Selena Gomez

Album          : For You

Genre           : Pop

Released       : 2014

Nomination  : Teen Choice Award

OST              : -

This song appears when the news is about the end of love affair between Selena and Justin. This song was created by Selena to describe the contents of his heart at that time. According to Selena, it's hard to be a public figure because the motion is always watched. Not to mention, he had to deal with the tilting news in circulation. The only escape is music. Through music, he poured out his heart as well as clarify the rumors that cornered him. She poured it through the single "The Heart Wants What It Wants". According to news circulating, this song was made indeed to offend Justin.

I really fell in love with this song. Because the lyrics are very sincere, it seems that these lyrics are made from the deepest heart, easy to understand because it uses the language used every day. In my opinion, this song is very different from other mellow songs. The difference between this song and the other song is the beginning of the song before the song begins, heard the sound of Selena slowly, holding the pain of betrayal. At first glance, this song doesn’t sound sluggish, because the music is not mellow like a slow song in general.

This song has a very heart wrenching meaning. This theme of the woman who initially felt very confident that she had known her lover. Until she doesn’t realize that she has been destroyed by a very stupid thing. Initially she wanted to improve their relationship, she thought maybe they need introspection. But in the end, this woman realizes if this story is just a modern fairytale that will not happy ending. she remains on the initial decision, the decision to get away from all this. Because according to his, this heart wants what it wants. This song is very suitable to represent the hearts of women who experience a betrayal.

In the first part of the song, it is depicted of a woman who feels gulping or accepting a thing she doesn’t understand. Initially all was sweet, until in the end she sipped the bitterness in this relationship. The taste, so bitter that she can not compare with anything. She felt pain, but tried to survive. Hope, after this wound dries up, after this pain is reduced, all can be repaired again. So that this relationship doesn’t end in a mess. She feels this is a rather crazy decision, but he can only surrender and pray.

In the second part, this woman feels everything is starting to change because her lover is not here with his. She also began to feel the future they held very unclear. Until finally she would bet against it all. She will no longer hear his lover's advice. She thought maybe everything was right, but she didn’t care anymore. Now she thinks there are millions of reasons why he should stop wishing and she understands this heart wants what it wants.

In the third part, this woman feels all have been destroyed. An overgrown wound, glinting like a starlight, shouting in pain. A lover who once made himself shine brightly like Venus at dawn. Then, just disappearing, dimming the light, dropping it from a height, until he awakens from his dream. Now she realizes that no more lover here. She can not run away from this pain. A tormenting torture every second of it.
But let it be. That's life. There is like, there is sorrow.
Meaning in the last climax part of this song is this story is only a modern tale full of tension and pain. Although the heart desperately wanted it, but now it has rejected everything about it.

My best friend who first listened to this song to me. she felt this song was perfect for describing my feelings at the time. The moment that I feel my heart breaks just because my mistake is too confident in the person who just appeared in my life. The betrayal that I feel is exactly the same as the contents of this song. "I once had a very happy time. When I'm in a dream time. Like being on stage, falling in love, having a captivating lover that many people adore. I think, feel as if I know, I know her and I know her heart. I feel my world is perfect. I love him, he loves me too. We are happy, because we have promised not to hurt each other. But I did not realize it, I was so confident, feeling great. Feeling I could not hurt her, and she would never deliberately hurt my heart. But it turns out I was wrong, in the end I was destroyed by one thing that is very stupid. Happiness is not forever. There was a time, when the simple thing turned out to make me very hurt. Simple, but severe consequences. Just yourself know that. We can solve it well if you want, but you exaggerate it and put all the blame on me. You make me feel crazy, like this is all my fault. "

That's how I describe the incident at that time. But nothing I regret for this incident. I never regret having known him. With this incident I become more cautious, not easy to believe and not very loving, because something that is excessive is not good in the end.

 

The Heart Wants What It Wants

 Selena Gomez

“When I was on, I was on stage
And I was thinking of..
I felt like I know
I know him though
And I know his heart
And I know what he wouldn't do to hurt me
But I didn't realize that
Feeling so confident, feeling so great about myself
And then it just be completely shattered
By one thing, by something so stupid
But then you make me feel crazy
You make me feel like it's my fault
I was in pain
What the heart wants”

Part 1 :
You got me sipping on something
I can't compare to nothing
I've ever known, I'm hoping
That after this fever I'll survive
I know I'm acting a bit crazy
Strung out, a little bit hazy
Hand over heart, I'm praying
That I'm gonna make it out alive

Part 2 :
The bed is getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And now I bet the odds against it all
Save your advice cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons
Why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
The heart wants what it wants

Part 3 :
You got me scattered in pieces
Shining like stars and screaming
Lighting me up like Venus
But then you dissepear and make me wake
And every second was like torture
Hell over trip, no more so
Finding a way to let go
Baby, baby no I can't escape

Climax :
This is a modern
Fairytale
No happy ending
No winning ourselves
But I can't imagine
A life without
Breathless moments
Breaking me down, down, down, down